Essences of Her Soul

Time leaves, time arrives... But words from the bottomheart of mine for the past and present are always craved in this corner of my very own... For I want my moments of life to be shared and immortalised...

Life is like a rollercoaster

rewinding the time behind and i see myself hugging my books all the time, reading and flipping the papers over n over again for answers and additional info, preparing myself for the exam to come..
always burning the midnite oil, no good appetite..sigh..

but nw, i guess im the persson with unlimited of time n freedom,no datelines to meet, no exam nothing..bt post-STPM isnt easy to stand..it entails 101% of endurance...cz its really bored!!!

its lk there is a timetable 4 me..wake up late, thn take my breakfast,continued by tv and its lk my remote controller may want 2 stop working too cz i press on thm too much..thn follow by taking bath n dinner and tv agn..lastly, ended wit the time 4 bed..n the routine circulates agn the nex day..oh god..occasionally, i gt 2 go out n gv myself a break.. otherwise,im really gonna get mad..

there wil b costume party coming this fri for me..went to timesquare ytd 2 search for my costume..after roaming around d entire shopping centre 4 lk almost 4 hrs, i gt myself sth which im satisified with..heard dat there wil b around 50-60++ ppl attending the party so hope to see more ppl there..mayb i could 'hunt' for sth i want..more choices..too bad, some of my buddies nt attending..if oni they could attend, im sure they add colours to the ambience there..

One week after...

Phew..it had been one week after my STPM exam..feeling so restless like no way on earth as i have nothing up to do with..no books,no stress,no paper works, no deadlines to meet up wit,no more burning midnight oil n etc..went out quite often these few days..ytd was a singing session in midvalley wit my buddies..my voice sounded like a toad after all the singing and yelling in the karaoke session..thank god..it recovered 2day..

it seems dat 2009 is coming 2 an end while the 2010 is being welcomed..
2009 reali means a lot to me n im sure to my buddies too..of cz, there r joys n pains bt dat is hw it brings us up to another level i would say..another level of maturity n experiences..2009 is a blast..d stress is max,d fun is max,d learning is max, nth else could overlimit these..

x'mas is jz nex week..still couldnt figure out how to celebrate yet..mayb a dinner suits d best..or mayb a celebration wit frens?hmm...feel like having a SPECIAL x'mas this year so much!!!

Its So Dead~

i feel dat its jz so dead for my blog..being abandoned in a corner lk an unwanted child waiting for help n love..anyway,im here 2 scribble on it agn n im nt neglecting it...its been a long time i did nt post up my feelings 4 this period of time cz i have always busy wit my studies n my exam is way nearer thn it shld be..bt i din miss up any gatherings wit my buddies cz i noe i shouldnt..btw, went 2 mv ytd agn for lunch n movie after skul..the movie was quite funny yet scary. it was d 'Where Gt ghost'- a singapore production..it was indeed fun ytd wit ah fai n kar yee..v were having a great time chatting, making our bond stronger..oh ya, 2day is d mid-autumn festival..may all my buddies n my family be strewn wit love n joy in dis celebration..!!

One Month Report..

dis is my FIRST post after a long procrastination since bout 1 mth ago..hehe..mayb i shld giv a brief report on wat i had been gone thru 4 dis past mth..

basically, i was busy for every weekend since:
4th July-biological workshop on DNA in INTI college
11th July- Form 6 Orientation
25th July- My surprise party!!

btw, las weekend which is d 26th July was my birthday bt i din hav much expectations to hw it would b celebrated 4 me..
if i had nt mistaken, my fren asked me on 29th June for dinner on d 25th July which is my birthday eve..so i jz thght dat it was jz dinner rather than a party..
so thn...on d 25th, my fren fetch me n i expected thm 2 jz hav a dinner with me till i reach a person's hse..at 1st i didnt noe who's hse was it till i saw all my buddies standing in a line at d front of d hse..i was lk 'omg!wat...!!..' once i get down fr my fren's car, evy1 began 2 sang me a birthday song n they showed me their 'presentation'..frankly speaking, i was really freezed at dat moment, both phisically n mentally..hahah..d feeling was so jz so AWESOME n TOUCHED for wat they had did for me...they actually made me a surprise birthday party!!!

its really d best birthday i ever had so far i would say...thanks a lot to those who had planned this entire surprise 4 me..there's nth i can do 2 thank thm 4 wat they did 4 me...really appreciate it...tHX GUYS!!!love ya!!

Update~

here's a post again..recently was nt dat busy cz exam was jz over...gonna watch transformers 2mr..my buddies said its interesting, exciting, funny, action-filled...so lets c 2mr..

btw, there was dis trend in my class where evy1 is getting an english name 4 themselves except me..my buddies did think of some good names 4 me bt i dun reali favour thm..
Eg: Elizabeth (by sime)
Elaine, Michelle...(by Chian Ping)
Kat(by Win Zee)

i thght of Myolie or Sherrian actually..or mayb Christy...Catherina?im nt sure..haha..those r d ones popped out fr my mind..hw bout Gorgeous??haha..nvm thn...its nt dat important actually..its jz 4 d fun of it..
i had school 2day bt evy1 seemed so restless..sighing 4 maths n our weekend..nex sat goin 4 study tour in INTI college..4 d whole day...hope 2 get something from there..

ytd heard bout Michael Jackson's death..somehow a great STAR had left us n gone 2 where he supposed to be..in a way it mayb a set free 4 him since he is suffering fr heavy debts n sicknesses..

anyway MJ,

*v will miss u n ur music lives forever in my heart..*