Essences of Her Soul

Time leaves, time arrives... But words from the bottomheart of mine for the past and present are always craved in this corner of my very own... For I want my moments of life to be shared and immortalised...

Silence.

Almost a week flew off. Complete silence between the two. Being so stupid sometimes, waited for the call or messages, yet none had came. Dare not contact again, so that the fuss wont get even worst. And of course, for you not to get hurted anymore. Thought that one would just understand the sacrifices people had made, but it doesn't seem to be that way. Why is this so??

Understanding.

It always starts with a 'Why' and ends with an explanation for every matter that we are facing off. Agree? I myself quite agree with the statement, and that's how I settle stuffs. Now, it doesn't apply at all. Tried so hard to mend the problem, and the outcome sucks. I don't even know what the person is claiming for when I had already told everything. How much guilt I'm having on my shoulders because of that.

People always think and care about themselves, assuming that they are the worst victim of the case. How about the second party??You didnt ask, you don't even care about her feelings, her condition. How many difficult times she had been through. You don't bother. All you want is to get your priorities right and that's it. Grown up to be an adult, we are not here to blame the causes to the case. We just need to solve it without sacrificing anyone's toleration and feelings.

Frustrated.

Anyways, CNY is here so let's celebrate!!!!!!!! Hope that everything will be alright in this new auspicious year!!Bless me and my family with the greatest stuffs ya!!!

Hereby wishing everyone to have an Awesome Dragon Year and may everything runs smooth for all of you!!
Best of luck, joy, health and wealth!!

And it cycles again.

Its been awhile, really awhile since my last update on this piece of blog. Lots of things has been going on and on for these few months, be it in working real hard for my exams, handling stress, vacation to Kuching and semester break in the mean time. Had the best time of my life as usual in these moments, though there were harsh and bitter times, but my life is once again be made even wonderful, I'm much supposed.

The day after my last day of exam, strolled down to MidValley for the "You Are the Apple of My Eye" movie. Rewinding back the days before the movie, I thought its going to be some sort of very random love stories, where the man and the lady would eventually be happy ever after, and set the ending. As usual, the movie started. Since then, I was absorbed entirely into it. How simple a love can be but end up, things went away from how it should be. If only 柯騰 listens to 沈佳儀's feelings during their first date, everything would be so different. Its the way how their love blossoms which of course, provokes everyone to once thought of how their   young loves were like that too. Indeed, even I. Such a good movie. A memory for me.

經過這套戲, 我自己覺得的是有時候,有些東西,注定不是你的。。怎樣都好,都不會屬於你的。可能,人生本乃就不會那麼的完美。

可能,只有在平行時空。。他們是在一起的。

“那些年,我們一起追的女孩”——他收入了大家最珍貴的中學回憶。

Feelings for Days after Today.

It was indeed fast enough to have all my holidays brought away by the wind, with me staring on their bye-byes while they drop me the workloads, learning, monotonous studying. These six weeks of holidays were the best days I ever made it for myself, with the 4D & 3N vacation we brought about in Singapore, outings, chatting sessions. A lot that we had shared, being in our deepest feelings, emotions, complaints, moments with our loved ones, gossips and what else, bonds among the buddies of our very own.

Tomorrow would be another Semester ahead, SEMESTER 3!!!!Looking forward to all the workloads and learning sessions..Told them that I gonna rock them up real great!This semester I named it as tough, heavy, fun, exciting and satisfied. The coming four months are going to fill up all my days with the best knowledge and little procrastinations , which they are good aren't they? Hopefully, everything would turn out great with the best results!

The Orientation Week for the juniors will be commencing real soon for the week after this...Oh my, but the game plans are still in probation. Gotta get them prepared or else we would be the ones being 'well-treated' later.Feel so great to get involved with the orientation this year with lots of experiences and fun gonna be shared and raised.

May everything be the best for the days after today..Gonna Rock them up and make the best for myself!!
Have to stop here.Singapore trip's diary will be up real soon. Nites people!

Officially and yes, official.

I'm officially a Year 2 Pharmacy Student now!!!

Second semester exam results were out last friday. Waited for a couple of hours before I could hold the results slip, tear along the perforated lines on the paper, peep at my CGPA and finally, had my eyes on all the grades.

Couldnt express more on my emotions, laughed amidst revealing my own fruit of my labour. Just being extremely grateful and exhilirated over what i'd hoped for came rolled down to be mine, as the real thing!!!!!Satisfied.

Past 3 weeks before our Sem 2 exam, lethargy and sleepless nights filled those days. Monotonous revisions, lots of lecture notes, textbooks readings and sample papers were all I could be relying on and to work on to surmount the exam questions. Good enough that I managed to tackle them all and my hard work payed off.

This semester, all of us has passed the exam, as far as I noe, and yes!v made it for ourselves!!Of course, some did not have their expectations meet, but its ok..v have more semesters coming and full force isn't still late for the workouts towards our goal to strive for the title of pharmacist. so,let's do it together guys!

2 weeks of holidays happened to be the history, n there's only 4 weeks left before getting back to the tensed up mode for learning and meeting up with datelines for assignments and quizzes. These 4 weeks would be full of utilisation.

Orientation for the juniors noted the fun, water splashing, games, performances, and social network expansion, which would be somewhere around our second week of Sem 3. Looking forward to it.


Gonna stop here then. Will blog again real soon.