What r Friends n Life Partner for....??

18 years n going 2 be 19 in 2 mths time..
no tangible reason for dat i have finish growing up cz im absorbing new experiences n knowledges every moment nw n thn..

regarding 1 aspect that i had learn alot fr its theories n practicals which is social relationship, it awesome whn u hav d fun in it,experiencing it... bt its terrible whn problems arises in betw dat relationship..for d period of las mth til nw, i guess d changes in my friendships do mould d soul of mine to another design of better features n of sophisticated in maturity..its difficult to adapt to the changes at 1st cz i had nt been through those situations..it is also because of some human factors dat made me to lose d communication links dat i used to have wit dat fren of mine...recently,v had zero interaction bt i hope so dat the rainbow is always there after d rain..mayb someday, something wil change??

basically,wat r friends for??a place to seek help?place for comfort n solace?person of cheering up ourselves??or mayb..i dunno...mayb there r more...bt i ithink its a person with those criterias i mentioned all rolled into 1..its actually wonderful wat a fren cn do..they cn b n do anything jz 2 bring d joy n love to u...mayb there r times of disagreements n misunderstandings bt true friendships r sturdy 2 al these..

life partner is borned out of affection dat whn u love sum1, u wan him or her to b ur companion for the rest of ur life...some may believe in "love at a 1st sight" dat leads to their end of finding 'the other half' of them bt i think im more to the aspect of understanding n communication betw dat person n i b4 deciding dat he is d right half of mine which hw d God has created whn d world is set to speed...

life partner means he or she is d one dat wil b having a life of own wit u..sharing of best moments, sorrows, experiences, problems, challenges...all in 1 wit u...they wil nvr let u down bt support u in al ways...they always makes d best for u n r ready to sacrifice for d sake of u...
the communication n bond betw u n him or her is of specialty bcz its eventually leads to the unique intimation of d relationship dat u wont get to treasure it any where else...
mayb some perceptions to this r with differences...bt its depends hw u c it for urself...
i perceive it dat way...

A Test for the Soul....

ppl used 2 b saying dat sad experiences mould sum1's maturity..i was al d while accepting this saying as sumthing trivial till whn i was in dat situation...recently,many problems were circulating around my loved ones n me which im trying my best 2 give thm the best solutions..i wonder y probs happen in such a sudden,which i myself cant get used 2 it these days..i understand dat relationships n frenships r sumthing dat nids to b cherished, nurtured, enjoyed, n maintained bt different combinations of ppl n human factors makes those difficult to b achieved..mayb i shld brace myself along d facing to all these matters...a test, perhaps...



PS:yp, i noe u cant adapt to d recent changes..i understand hw u feel cz im in d same shoes as u...bt believe me, jz do wat u think u r supposed n correct to 2 do...rmb, life has stil to b go on n v have 2 move 4ward..there r stil a lot of ur loved ones supporting u..lk me!!!!ahaha..jz b strong...

Mass Killing did more GOOD than HARM!!!

I guess dat dying r nt something 2 b sad n pity of according to how ppl use to b mentioning al d time as long as u live with a meaning for yourself...same goes to the rats ytd!!!

basically, v did a dissection for d white rats ytd for d entire day..mine was a Minnie Mouse bt i stil had 2 end her life so dat she cn let me c d inside of her...haha..

i actually did d skinning n separation of d muscles quite fast b4 my friends had finished...i guess d part of looking out 4 d connection between d small n large intestines was a monotonous n eye-straining session..thank god im able 2 figure out her intestines!

nex, v r supposed 2 remove the whole respiratory system which i did after a long time removing all d connective tissues..lastly, v ended d whole session with Dettol..(sterilising evything including my dissection set)

i guess its great ytd though my Minnie stinks at d end part of dissection..hope she is blessed in d heaven as her sacrifice 4 me is a good deed~~

My Minnie..

waiting 2 b operated..

enjoying ourselves b4 d dissection~~

looks proficient!!

serious at work~

Tired n Busy day but not a REMEDY to a GIRL's sorrow...**

Labour Day is d happiest day for employees in d whole world cz they had a special rest dedicated for thm..bt for students lk us, its jz rather a free day 4 us to enjoy our own leisure time..

well, ytd, my muscles were all practising anaerobic respiration cz i use too much of ATP roaming around Tanjung Sepat due 2 my parents forcing power to ask me to join thm...
bt stil,i dun hav d mood to enjoy the whole trip ytd cz my thgts was on some1 else...i dunno y dis happens bt all d scenes of my happy moments wit dat person keep playing in me...i try to control myself bt its uncontrollable...y?was my decision on las Thursday a wrong thing?bt i had done it...wat cn i do??u cant turn the clock back...n i noe dat i had seriously hurt my buddy's feelings..im so sorry..i hope dat person is ok..bt im nt ok 4 d moment..i dunno y..after so much i hav done, i noe i have to move forward cz v need 2 b responsible for wat v had done..sometimes,v have 2 sacrifice ourselves to make ends meet...

here r d photos of my tired trip ytd..

my bro n i..

so obsessed...

cool~~

omg...hw beautiful is d sunset...


sunny....bt nice beach!!

Yummy...look at d colour!!

Say cheesseseee!!!!

wow..cn u c d longans??

who finish my coconut drink??

my bro n his coconut....

Mixture of EMOTIONs...unfurling them~~

i noe dat ppl do hav emotions n its difficult 2 b controlled especially whn they come in great intensities...right nw, my emotions r in topsy turvy..im trying figure out wat i 1 n wat d others 1...i have always try 2 make things gud...bt still it doesnt succeed...god~~
i dunno hw 2 express my feelings rite nw..i seriously nid 2 hav remedies 4 my thoughts..MIAO LING,do sth!!!!argh...