It just make me feel bad.

Seriously,i was asking myself repeatedly why this feeling rules every nerve n vessel connected to my heart..i couldnt explain the ans behind,or mayb i should say that my inner sense hold the truth.. its just that im the one lying to myself..evading from hw it should be..sometimes,of high hope that i put on that i could bring up the courage 2 tell the person hw it feels..bt the state of coward took the better of me..maybe the fate is there 2 set the path 4 us..the future is there bt i believe that things always change..the promises that the person had made, im stil questioning on the authenticity..or its d time that holds the responsibility to prove the genuinity..hope that person understands what im trying to say here... i just felt so bad to let all these behind bt i ought to..hw cn v solve this??or do i really hav 2 let go??