Pool of Frustrations...

Scholarships' essays are really taking off my nerves.wat kind of answer they are trying to expect from me, i do not know!!Im just putting up my best..squeeze out my maturity and knowledge, put them in sentences and send them out.after a long period of abandon to my writing, now i ought to dig my writing skills that are like rusting in one corner,pissed at me for not using them such a long time.

Then , there was a misunderstanding between me and a buddy..i was trying to explain my prob,trying to tell that im not in head over heels for that guy and he was forcing me to subscribe to his opinion simultaneously. how i wished i was awarded with the magic wand and shrink him to be an unspoken person, so that he could listen to what i say, silently.felt frustrated over him, din wanna continue the conversation with him at that moment. why people always assumed that they knew evything jz by observations??dun judge the book by its cover;same philosophy, duh!!

Just got my hair cut today..it was actually to make layers to my hair and unthicken the bushy look. kinda satisifed with it though it looks a bit messy. This is just the temporary period for it will grow longer, thn it will look better i hope so.

She's EMPTY...

its nt fun 2 rot at home at all times..it makes ppl so restless n empty-minded...thgt of looking 4 a job bt the procrastination took d better of me..i was lk contemplating,'if i go 4 a job, its stil vr boring, isnt it?u hav 2 look n b alert with d boss's experessions n emotions al d time as he may scoff at u without any reason(or mayb due to some1 jz spilled sumthing on him n he was terribly angry so he CHOSE me to released his FIRE..hehe)duno..so i delayed on d job looking task..din go out recently wit frens much recently..cz its lk always movie,dinner n karaoke n dats it..cant v jz search 4 sth new??mayb some sports or sth..im always looking 4 badminton matches bt ppl seems busy..arghh..anyway, badminton isnt a 1 man game..no opponent no game..

April is cuming vr soon..its faster thn the wind for hw d days jz went so fast..3 mths jz gone after d STPM exam..bt it seems lk i did nth other thn rest..mz do sth bout it..bt hw?okay,i c hw it works, go dig out sth 2 do..

btw,KHALIL FONG is cuming 2 malaysia dis may 29..i wanna attend his concert in genting so much..i jz knew it ytd fr d newspaper tht he is cuming n i was freaking excited bout it..i had always wanted his concert..at last he is cuming..tickets wil b on sale commencing on 27 march..better look 4 some buddies 2 join me along!!

Marvellous Record Line^^ My History!

It was d earliest morning dat day for i had never had dat strong instinct to b awake so early..couldnt put away d loads of worries,fear,and anxiety which had been in me for the passed few days since i was brightened with the news dat my STPM results will b revealed on 25 Feb 2010.

The breakfast tasted aweful dat morning..loss of appetite was intensed..luckily i din throw my temper due to the strong rush flow of anxiety..i jz control..tried to..

Reached school at noon..i was so absorbed into my friends' reactions..some felt normal, while some bursted into tears..how bout mine thn??

Havent i enter the d room to obtain my result, my fren told me i gt all As..d fear spread into ashes leaving my soul behind with fulsome excitement,contentment,appreciation n gratitude..Of ultimate excitement dat i had put a beautiful ending to my high school life.

Celebrated dat day unofficially with my buddies who had scored vr well too..felt really relaxed and thankful for wat the GOD had gave me..

Looking forward for more nw..anew journey will commence very soon..awaits d challenges n obstacles in front!!