The loads on my shoulder, I had put them down....

YOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!EVERTHING IS OVER, HOLIDAYS FOR NOW~

I couldnt believe how long i had not been blogging..much of the things that were allocated aside while i wanna put full force n effort for my academic-i couldnt afford to lose any possibilities to achieve the best for my exam!no facebook, no blogging, no outing nothing for d past 2 months..SO ROBOTIC!seriously speaking, a good rest is indeed wat i need for d moment..sleeeep!

i guess the module which got the highest ranking as the PAPER of DISASTER goes to HUMAN BIOLOGY!!!!im sure the others agreed wit me too cz they poured out all their dissatisfactions right after the paper ytd...>.<
its terrible to get details of the body systems to be all stuffed into the little brain..its even worst then my FORM 6 BIOLOGY!

results will be out in the the 3rd of Dec...just cant wait for it 2 be out while i'll be praying really hard for it!God, pls bless me 4 my results!

3 mths blew lk the wind since the raya hols n my buddies are soon be all back to KL!cant wait to see them agn..lotsa to share and laugh! feel lk having trips so much dis time..

oh ya, xmas would be in another mth's time!christina says that v gonna exchange our presents dis yr so...(i should hint her for wat im craving for>.<) prepare for ur budget dear!!!

went to Kim Gary ytd at sunway and it was amazing hw sheng yong ate his spicy noodles in a super big bowl together with the soup ladle!he said that it was lk more of the food for a dinosaur..so sheng yong, DINOSAUR=U???. then, came min hui with her theory of the cheese as the heat insulator to keep the cheese baked rice warm underneath the cheese..this proved hw much the post effects of biology had on us!
lingering round and round in pyramid while the extreme lethargy painted on our faces...it was the fear of returning home that put us into the linger..i gt NOTHING TO AT HOME!!no more revision to be done d..
restlessness replaced my stress nw~

anyway, holidays are commencing by today n im indeed looking forward for all the activities that i'll be up to...superb excitement for fun n relaxations..but b4 i forget, i got to sit for my IELTS!arghh...need to brush up on my language d..its been so long that i had not been doing academic writing so i ought to dig out my vocabs...

for the mean time, LETS ENJOY~
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

Refreshed

It has been dat ever long that i had nt blogged. Guessed that the last post was b4 my uni life has commenced. since evy1 is keen with their blog updates, they put up the encouragements for me.

Anyway, another 10 days is to 2 mths, and this has accounted for the time i had spent in IMU; an awesome uni n avenue for new experiences, new lifestyles, new attitudes of life, new coursemates, new environment and watelse?-new pursue for the pharmacy. its been a 360 degrees turnover for these 2 mths, in comparison to the leisure days for the passed few months,hibernating.being so busy with the increasing workloads-class tests, statistics project,chemistry poster,practical reports etc..arghhh!!a non-stop rhythm securing me to studies,discussions and paperworks.bt im always trying to getting over it, telling myself im capable.n yes, capable!

Was lucky enough to make some great buddies over here.long hours of studies in here made the closer links among us-goin lunch together,sharing notes n laughter,giving care and concerns, exchanging new and old experiences, having good chats and discussions, endless list...frankly speaking, it was really fun amidst all the workloads that v r stacking up on our shoulders..i mean v could extract d sweet part from the bitter in our mouths.

Auditorium

Min Hui with her facebook^^

Part of the lecture notes

Raya hols is up on the corner,coming in 1 week's time..jz cant wait!Form 6 buddies will al b home, back HERE in KL, starting fr this weekend!!n im jz overexcited to c thm again..hmm,lets c who has great transformations after a two month leave..hahahah.

Really miss them al damn much..for u guys there, my Form 6 buddies, who r nw reading this post of mine, i have always wanted the time 2 b rewinded back to our Form 6; its of really sweet,sour n bitter that v had tasted together n im sure that v would never mind to taste them again rite??great moments there, n it always had brought me to appreciations whenever they cross my mind.INDEED!!

Suddenly thought of my bday surprise this year..Kar Yee gave me a surprise with *special guests*-Crays,ChianPing,Sime,Benjamin Button..really felt so grateful n exhilirated for their efforts..thanks guys!!Talking bout my bday, a card without sender but oni a bus ticket dated on my bday reached my letterbox..initially, i was puzzled by the intention of the sender, which then later i figured out who was it. thanks to him a lot  for the creativity n willingness to take up all the troubles just to wish me..u guys indeed had made me another set of sweet memories.=)

It just make me feel bad.

Seriously,i was asking myself repeatedly why this feeling rules every nerve n vessel connected to my heart..i couldnt explain the ans behind,or mayb i should say that my inner sense hold the truth.. its just that im the one lying to myself..evading from hw it should be..sometimes,of high hope that i put on that i could bring up the courage 2 tell the person hw it feels..bt the state of coward took the better of me..maybe the fate is there 2 set the path 4 us..the future is there bt i believe that things always change..the promises that the person had made, im stil questioning on the authenticity..or its d time that holds the responsibility to prove the genuinity..hope that person understands what im trying to say here... i just felt so bad to let all these behind bt i ought to..hw cn v solve this??or do i really hav 2 let go??

'miao's photography'-I called it.

yesterday,there was this strong urge in me 2 b in the photography fever n thus i took this few pictures randomly..i was new in photoshop bt jz tried my best 2 use up every drop of my creativity n artistic sense to make the pictures look somesort of the work from experienced photographers..will take more great photos in time 2 come..its more than a thing 2 learn im sure...photography isnt easy!!

      

           

        

World MIlk Day

"World Milk Day?" We actually have a day for milk?mayb the goodness of milk have to b much appreciated and so we have a DAY for milk!!
i was flipping over the newspapers 2day like usual, while feeding myself nasi lemak 4 breakfast..and it happened that the Dutch Lady advertisment went across my sight.."1st JUNE-WORLD MILK DAY..250000 free packets of milk given out TODAY_by Dutch Lady.."
Hmm..since milk is awared a day to assure its importance, we can have d others to b awarded too..World My Day??or World MiaoLing Day??haha..Great!!!

Padini Group Fair

Cheap sales are always the best avenue for the people to spend their cash away..however, i dont see the advantage of spending my cash in the cheap sale..i mean the clothings and outfits are all thrown to a huge mountain,all jumbled up and u have to ransack that entire stack of clothes just to treasure some of your desired ones..it may take u a long time as u people who are so COMMITED to their hunting session may elbow n shove anyone that is going against them..anyway, i intended to just look around in the sale yesterday but i gave up in the end cz it was really testing my patience to put myself in the competition with the rest..its of course way better to lay my legs in the Padini shop than to squeeze in the crowd...

Its another weekend again..and im here blogging 4 d sake of blogging..wat im i trying to say??hahah..watever...mayb im feeling restless, so...ok thn, up til here 4 the mean time..have a nice day!

Interview

8th of May, win zee's msg reminded me that usm's calling 4 interview had started and v could check at the official website.I gave myself a try randomly by inserting my IC no on the space provided and 'POP!!!'.My name was clearly stated on the screen saying the medic interview is on 14th May at the USM health campus, Kubang Kerian,Kelantan. A lil surprise and anxiety channeled into the nerves of mine as i need to travel all the way to Kelantan. after a long struggle and thinking session, i decided to go ahead 4 the interview.

Headed to kelantan on 13th May. waited at LCCT for about 3 hours++ due to the flight delay.i gt nth else to do bt to play and minger around with some small kids to idle my time away.It was just merely a 55mins flight.so, i barely could sleep in the plane.

Kelantan wasnt a urban-like place which kl has used to so common to us..a lot of trees and vr little development i would say.no tall buildings watsoever!!

1 thing i would like to complain bout Kelantan is the taxi fares.it was just too expensive!!!!i almost spent bout 100 bucks with Kar Jun and Mei Qi just to travel to the health campus and airport,k?Next time whoever goin to kelantan, PLS PLS BRING YOUR GPS ALONG AND RENT A CAR THERE, ITS MUCH MORE CHEAPER!!!

Initially, i thgt my level of nervousness would shoot up any higher than i had underwent before as I was seldom interviewed.anyhow,i was more ok than usual..i managed to ans the questions appropriately.din screw up much..satisfied..

Btw, the taxi driver lighted up my mind that "pawagam adalah haram di Kelantan..."hw come??it seems to b so common in kl, i mean..come on!!its just cinema...i wonder hw Kelantan-ians spend their quality life there...bt definitely nt for us as kl dudes.


Anyway, it was a tremendous experience as i have never stepped into kelantan for the past 20 years of mine. something different from KL im sure..

Continuation

Its been a month that i did not update my blog..nth much happen in this month except the Prize Giving ceremony las weekend..its nth more than jz picture-snapping and chitchatting among friends.it actually ended way far earlier than what i have expected.

1st time been to the PC Fair that day at KLCC..the crowd can b compared to millions of ants hunting for sugar and food!i was elbowed and shoved al the way. kinda frustrated and felt lk shouting at the ppl that 'could you pls walk properly and dont push?'..bought myself a pendrive,cooling pad and a keyboard protector..at least i got sth cheap over there.haha..

Gonna b having a personality test this Saturday at SMK La Salle for the USM admission..they called it MunSyI test..its only a 1 hour test.hope that i can get over it easily!

17 April 2010~

STPM done!!

Pool of Frustrations...

Scholarships' essays are really taking off my nerves.wat kind of answer they are trying to expect from me, i do not know!!Im just putting up my best..squeeze out my maturity and knowledge, put them in sentences and send them out.after a long period of abandon to my writing, now i ought to dig my writing skills that are like rusting in one corner,pissed at me for not using them such a long time.

Then , there was a misunderstanding between me and a buddy..i was trying to explain my prob,trying to tell that im not in head over heels for that guy and he was forcing me to subscribe to his opinion simultaneously. how i wished i was awarded with the magic wand and shrink him to be an unspoken person, so that he could listen to what i say, silently.felt frustrated over him, din wanna continue the conversation with him at that moment. why people always assumed that they knew evything jz by observations??dun judge the book by its cover;same philosophy, duh!!

Just got my hair cut today..it was actually to make layers to my hair and unthicken the bushy look. kinda satisifed with it though it looks a bit messy. This is just the temporary period for it will grow longer, thn it will look better i hope so.

She's EMPTY...

its nt fun 2 rot at home at all times..it makes ppl so restless n empty-minded...thgt of looking 4 a job bt the procrastination took d better of me..i was lk contemplating,'if i go 4 a job, its stil vr boring, isnt it?u hav 2 look n b alert with d boss's experessions n emotions al d time as he may scoff at u without any reason(or mayb due to some1 jz spilled sumthing on him n he was terribly angry so he CHOSE me to released his FIRE..hehe)duno..so i delayed on d job looking task..din go out recently wit frens much recently..cz its lk always movie,dinner n karaoke n dats it..cant v jz search 4 sth new??mayb some sports or sth..im always looking 4 badminton matches bt ppl seems busy..arghh..anyway, badminton isnt a 1 man game..no opponent no game..

April is cuming vr soon..its faster thn the wind for hw d days jz went so fast..3 mths jz gone after d STPM exam..bt it seems lk i did nth other thn rest..mz do sth bout it..bt hw?okay,i c hw it works, go dig out sth 2 do..

btw,KHALIL FONG is cuming 2 malaysia dis may 29..i wanna attend his concert in genting so much..i jz knew it ytd fr d newspaper tht he is cuming n i was freaking excited bout it..i had always wanted his concert..at last he is cuming..tickets wil b on sale commencing on 27 march..better look 4 some buddies 2 join me along!!

Marvellous Record Line^^ My History!

It was d earliest morning dat day for i had never had dat strong instinct to b awake so early..couldnt put away d loads of worries,fear,and anxiety which had been in me for the passed few days since i was brightened with the news dat my STPM results will b revealed on 25 Feb 2010.

The breakfast tasted aweful dat morning..loss of appetite was intensed..luckily i din throw my temper due to the strong rush flow of anxiety..i jz control..tried to..

Reached school at noon..i was so absorbed into my friends' reactions..some felt normal, while some bursted into tears..how bout mine thn??

Havent i enter the d room to obtain my result, my fren told me i gt all As..d fear spread into ashes leaving my soul behind with fulsome excitement,contentment,appreciation n gratitude..Of ultimate excitement dat i had put a beautiful ending to my high school life.

Celebrated dat day unofficially with my buddies who had scored vr well too..felt really relaxed and thankful for wat the GOD had gave me..

Looking forward for more nw..anew journey will commence very soon..awaits d challenges n obstacles in front!!

Life is like a rollercoaster

rewinding the time behind and i see myself hugging my books all the time, reading and flipping the papers over n over again for answers and additional info, preparing myself for the exam to come..
always burning the midnite oil, no good appetite..sigh..

but nw, i guess im the persson with unlimited of time n freedom,no datelines to meet, no exam nothing..bt post-STPM isnt easy to stand..it entails 101% of endurance...cz its really bored!!!

its lk there is a timetable 4 me..wake up late, thn take my breakfast,continued by tv and its lk my remote controller may want 2 stop working too cz i press on thm too much..thn follow by taking bath n dinner and tv agn..lastly, ended wit the time 4 bed..n the routine circulates agn the nex day..oh god..occasionally, i gt 2 go out n gv myself a break.. otherwise,im really gonna get mad..

there wil b costume party coming this fri for me..went to timesquare ytd 2 search for my costume..after roaming around d entire shopping centre 4 lk almost 4 hrs, i gt myself sth which im satisified with..heard dat there wil b around 50-60++ ppl attending the party so hope to see more ppl there..mayb i could 'hunt' for sth i want..more choices..too bad, some of my buddies nt attending..if oni they could attend, im sure they add colours to the ambience there..