One week after...

Phew..it had been one week after my STPM exam..feeling so restless like no way on earth as i have nothing up to do with..no books,no stress,no paper works, no deadlines to meet up wit,no more burning midnight oil n etc..went out quite often these few days..ytd was a singing session in midvalley wit my buddies..my voice sounded like a toad after all the singing and yelling in the karaoke session..thank god..it recovered 2day..

it seems dat 2009 is coming 2 an end while the 2010 is being welcomed..
2009 reali means a lot to me n im sure to my buddies too..of cz, there r joys n pains bt dat is hw it brings us up to another level i would say..another level of maturity n experiences..2009 is a blast..d stress is max,d fun is max,d learning is max, nth else could overlimit these..

x'mas is jz nex week..still couldnt figure out how to celebrate yet..mayb a dinner suits d best..or mayb a celebration wit frens?hmm...feel like having a SPECIAL x'mas this year so much!!!

Its So Dead~

i feel dat its jz so dead for my blog..being abandoned in a corner lk an unwanted child waiting for help n love..anyway,im here 2 scribble on it agn n im nt neglecting it...its been a long time i did nt post up my feelings 4 this period of time cz i have always busy wit my studies n my exam is way nearer thn it shld be..bt i din miss up any gatherings wit my buddies cz i noe i shouldnt..btw, went 2 mv ytd agn for lunch n movie after skul..the movie was quite funny yet scary. it was d 'Where Gt ghost'- a singapore production..it was indeed fun ytd wit ah fai n kar yee..v were having a great time chatting, making our bond stronger..oh ya, 2day is d mid-autumn festival..may all my buddies n my family be strewn wit love n joy in dis celebration..!!

One Month Report..

dis is my FIRST post after a long procrastination since bout 1 mth ago..hehe..mayb i shld giv a brief report on wat i had been gone thru 4 dis past mth..

basically, i was busy for every weekend since:
4th July-biological workshop on DNA in INTI college
11th July- Form 6 Orientation
25th July- My surprise party!!

btw, las weekend which is d 26th July was my birthday bt i din hav much expectations to hw it would b celebrated 4 me..
if i had nt mistaken, my fren asked me on 29th June for dinner on d 25th July which is my birthday eve..so i jz thght dat it was jz dinner rather than a party..
so thn...on d 25th, my fren fetch me n i expected thm 2 jz hav a dinner with me till i reach a person's hse..at 1st i didnt noe who's hse was it till i saw all my buddies standing in a line at d front of d hse..i was lk 'omg!wat...!!..' once i get down fr my fren's car, evy1 began 2 sang me a birthday song n they showed me their 'presentation'..frankly speaking, i was really freezed at dat moment, both phisically n mentally..hahah..d feeling was so jz so AWESOME n TOUCHED for wat they had did for me...they actually made me a surprise birthday party!!!

its really d best birthday i ever had so far i would say...thanks a lot to those who had planned this entire surprise 4 me..there's nth i can do 2 thank thm 4 wat they did 4 me...really appreciate it...tHX GUYS!!!love ya!!

Update~

here's a post again..recently was nt dat busy cz exam was jz over...gonna watch transformers 2mr..my buddies said its interesting, exciting, funny, action-filled...so lets c 2mr..

btw, there was dis trend in my class where evy1 is getting an english name 4 themselves except me..my buddies did think of some good names 4 me bt i dun reali favour thm..
Eg: Elizabeth (by sime)
Elaine, Michelle...(by Chian Ping)
Kat(by Win Zee)

i thght of Myolie or Sherrian actually..or mayb Christy...Catherina?im nt sure..haha..those r d ones popped out fr my mind..hw bout Gorgeous??haha..nvm thn...its nt dat important actually..its jz 4 d fun of it..
i had school 2day bt evy1 seemed so restless..sighing 4 maths n our weekend..nex sat goin 4 study tour in INTI college..4 d whole day...hope 2 get something from there..

ytd heard bout Michael Jackson's death..somehow a great STAR had left us n gone 2 where he supposed to be..in a way it mayb a set free 4 him since he is suffering fr heavy debts n sicknesses..

anyway MJ,

*v will miss u n ur music lives forever in my heart..*

Drag Me To Hell....

another post today...ytd, v held a small gathering at mv..mos of my closest buddies went..reached there around 12 sth noon..heading straightaway 2 cinema once me,yanlin n maywan reached there 2 join munyee, chi e n keat..there were 2 movies 4 us 2 choose,'Drag Me To Hell' n 'The Last House On The Left'..i intended to choose Drag Me to Hell cz i heard dat this movie was kinda scary...haha..at last, v chose dat movie..d starting was nt dat bad..d nightmare started whn the beautiful loan manager did nt giv an extension 2 d loan payment 4 a weird yet ugly old woman...d curse as a revenge 2 d main actress leads to a series of events..d worse part was d disgusting vomit on d main actress by d evil spirit 4 a few shots throughout d whole story..yaksss!!anyway,its a gud movie though cz i yelled throughout d 2 hours in d cinema..haha..
after d movie thn went to edu fair 4 awhile..v ended our gathering with dinner in mv..dats al ytd..al in al nt bad la..kinda tired ytd..hahah..

A full Stop

Phew~~

exam jz finished 3 hours ago...n dats y im free to scribble a post here..a full stop over d 1 mth ++ torture to me..hahah..basically, b4 dis ends, evything seemed so robotic wit books wit me, no rest, eye bags, tired physically n mentally, no good sleep at nites, no enjoyment, no loitering around, no procrastination..d list is endless...thank god i managed to survive thru these harsh times..i seriously need some good rest..im sure my other buddies think d same lk me..haha..

bt my STPM trial is coming soon though..i guess its around mid September..so, i cant reali play around dat long actuali as i nid early preparations 4 d trial..sigh~
anyway, its time 4 enjoyment nw..recently, there r a lot of movies up on d big screen..cant wait to watch al of them..bt i seriously nid companions.. cz i dun like 2 watch movies al by myself..hahah..mayb v wil b organising a gathering 4 my high skul classmates by dis 2 weeks..(since im free 4 d moment).besides, i want shopping!! i had nt been searching around 4 clothes, heels, bags n etc 4 such a long time...nid 2 make my collections a wider range..omg..too much to do b done after my exam..to fulfill wat a girl has been longing 4 so long..

btw, i wil b getting my chemistry papers 2mr..hope so d results r gud..

n 1 thing dat i knew jz by dis morning is dat Form 6 wil b having tutorial classes starting from July..dis is reali another tiring session 4 us..sigh~~mayb lk wat yan ping said, v shld bring some packets of coffee 2 skul so dat it can wake me up during d noon session...hahaha...

Start of something new~

wee...woke up very early today though i have my 2 weeks hols dat jz oni commenced..bt d reason behind it was due 2 my chemistry teacher wanting 2 giv us d "Extra Class" for d inorganic chemistry(1st 2 chaps...)basically, all of us were actually reluctant to attend d class as v r already in d holiday mood..haha..thank god dat she managed 2 finish al in 1 shot so v do nt hav 2 attend another session 2mr..yay!!

anyway..i guess i was very guilty over d procrastination for d pas weekend cz i went out on sat nite n ytd wit my frens..d sat nite was for d RELAY FOR LIFE event in Bukit Jalil so i think its quite meaningful cz i hav nvr participate in such events b4..bt too bad i din stay overnite cz i noe my buddies enjoy a lot during d whole thing...nvm thn, ytd i went out wit some of my frens who were d volunteers of dat event..v went for drinks n food n went bac around 6pm..hahah...

since i had spent bout 3 days refreshing myself, its time for me to start work cz i wil b having my biology n maths papers after d hols..my exam hasnt finish yet!!so, al d best to my frens in revising n enjoy d hols!!(im working hard too..hahah)

What r Friends n Life Partner for....??

18 years n going 2 be 19 in 2 mths time..
no tangible reason for dat i have finish growing up cz im absorbing new experiences n knowledges every moment nw n thn..

regarding 1 aspect that i had learn alot fr its theories n practicals which is social relationship, it awesome whn u hav d fun in it,experiencing it... bt its terrible whn problems arises in betw dat relationship..for d period of las mth til nw, i guess d changes in my friendships do mould d soul of mine to another design of better features n of sophisticated in maturity..its difficult to adapt to the changes at 1st cz i had nt been through those situations..it is also because of some human factors dat made me to lose d communication links dat i used to have wit dat fren of mine...recently,v had zero interaction bt i hope so dat the rainbow is always there after d rain..mayb someday, something wil change??

basically,wat r friends for??a place to seek help?place for comfort n solace?person of cheering up ourselves??or mayb..i dunno...mayb there r more...bt i ithink its a person with those criterias i mentioned all rolled into 1..its actually wonderful wat a fren cn do..they cn b n do anything jz 2 bring d joy n love to u...mayb there r times of disagreements n misunderstandings bt true friendships r sturdy 2 al these..

life partner is borned out of affection dat whn u love sum1, u wan him or her to b ur companion for the rest of ur life...some may believe in "love at a 1st sight" dat leads to their end of finding 'the other half' of them bt i think im more to the aspect of understanding n communication betw dat person n i b4 deciding dat he is d right half of mine which hw d God has created whn d world is set to speed...

life partner means he or she is d one dat wil b having a life of own wit u..sharing of best moments, sorrows, experiences, problems, challenges...all in 1 wit u...they wil nvr let u down bt support u in al ways...they always makes d best for u n r ready to sacrifice for d sake of u...
the communication n bond betw u n him or her is of specialty bcz its eventually leads to the unique intimation of d relationship dat u wont get to treasure it any where else...
mayb some perceptions to this r with differences...bt its depends hw u c it for urself...
i perceive it dat way...

A Test for the Soul....

ppl used 2 b saying dat sad experiences mould sum1's maturity..i was al d while accepting this saying as sumthing trivial till whn i was in dat situation...recently,many problems were circulating around my loved ones n me which im trying my best 2 give thm the best solutions..i wonder y probs happen in such a sudden,which i myself cant get used 2 it these days..i understand dat relationships n frenships r sumthing dat nids to b cherished, nurtured, enjoyed, n maintained bt different combinations of ppl n human factors makes those difficult to b achieved..mayb i shld brace myself along d facing to all these matters...a test, perhaps...



PS:yp, i noe u cant adapt to d recent changes..i understand hw u feel cz im in d same shoes as u...bt believe me, jz do wat u think u r supposed n correct to 2 do...rmb, life has stil to b go on n v have 2 move 4ward..there r stil a lot of ur loved ones supporting u..lk me!!!!ahaha..jz b strong...

Mass Killing did more GOOD than HARM!!!

I guess dat dying r nt something 2 b sad n pity of according to how ppl use to b mentioning al d time as long as u live with a meaning for yourself...same goes to the rats ytd!!!

basically, v did a dissection for d white rats ytd for d entire day..mine was a Minnie Mouse bt i stil had 2 end her life so dat she cn let me c d inside of her...haha..

i actually did d skinning n separation of d muscles quite fast b4 my friends had finished...i guess d part of looking out 4 d connection between d small n large intestines was a monotonous n eye-straining session..thank god im able 2 figure out her intestines!

nex, v r supposed 2 remove the whole respiratory system which i did after a long time removing all d connective tissues..lastly, v ended d whole session with Dettol..(sterilising evything including my dissection set)

i guess its great ytd though my Minnie stinks at d end part of dissection..hope she is blessed in d heaven as her sacrifice 4 me is a good deed~~

My Minnie..

waiting 2 b operated..

enjoying ourselves b4 d dissection~~

looks proficient!!

serious at work~

Tired n Busy day but not a REMEDY to a GIRL's sorrow...**

Labour Day is d happiest day for employees in d whole world cz they had a special rest dedicated for thm..bt for students lk us, its jz rather a free day 4 us to enjoy our own leisure time..

well, ytd, my muscles were all practising anaerobic respiration cz i use too much of ATP roaming around Tanjung Sepat due 2 my parents forcing power to ask me to join thm...
bt stil,i dun hav d mood to enjoy the whole trip ytd cz my thgts was on some1 else...i dunno y dis happens bt all d scenes of my happy moments wit dat person keep playing in me...i try to control myself bt its uncontrollable...y?was my decision on las Thursday a wrong thing?bt i had done it...wat cn i do??u cant turn the clock back...n i noe dat i had seriously hurt my buddy's feelings..im so sorry..i hope dat person is ok..bt im nt ok 4 d moment..i dunno y..after so much i hav done, i noe i have to move forward cz v need 2 b responsible for wat v had done..sometimes,v have 2 sacrifice ourselves to make ends meet...

here r d photos of my tired trip ytd..

my bro n i..

so obsessed...

cool~~

omg...hw beautiful is d sunset...


sunny....bt nice beach!!

Yummy...look at d colour!!

Say cheesseseee!!!!

wow..cn u c d longans??

who finish my coconut drink??

my bro n his coconut....

Mixture of EMOTIONs...unfurling them~~

i noe dat ppl do hav emotions n its difficult 2 b controlled especially whn they come in great intensities...right nw, my emotions r in topsy turvy..im trying figure out wat i 1 n wat d others 1...i have always try 2 make things gud...bt still it doesnt succeed...god~~
i dunno hw 2 express my feelings rite nw..i seriously nid 2 hav remedies 4 my thoughts..MIAO LING,do sth!!!!argh...

A Morning of MUET...A Night of Fists & Stunts!!!~~~

after a long stretch of time...here's my post again...anyway, ytd was a tired bt yet meaning ful day cz i did 2 imperative things on d same day!! basically,i was having my MUET exam on d morning while involving in d WUSHU NITE for my school for d whole nite...

i guess i did fairly for my MUET cz i think i hav already done my best..bt 1 thing very irritating was especially during d listening session cz i was already paying fulsome heed to the radio for d voices bt thanks to d church bell which was busy with its ROARING... it really ruined d early part of my listening...luckily,i managed 2 answer d questions after listening 4 d 2nd time..thank GOD...

after my exam has ended, some of my frens were returning home happily while leaving me n some buddies behind cz v were involved in d WUSHU NITE for d ushers...well, i guess ying cheng n i reali did a lot ytd for d ushers cz v were busy with d printings n d tickets till bout 4pm b4 v actuali hav d time for our own...after a short rest n bath..v had our dinner n by 6.30pm, our usherings commenced..

i guess d part of tearing d tickets was reali tiring especially whn d audiences were rushing in..thx to kar jun who was willing to lend me a hand whn i was telling him that my hand was already in pain after so much of tearing..(so touched..haha)..

by 7.30pm,the show started off with drums welcoming d blessings for a gud show...anyway, after all d hard work n sweat dat evy1 had put out, d show was indeed a success...n i ended up wit extreme tiredness n tremendous memories...

i did took some pics with d performers bt i wil b oni uploading d pics later..
al in al..gud show!!



d crews of form 6...

Words by Laziness~~

feelings of being restless after 2 days of hols due to the GOOD Friday n d saturday were playing lustily in d ambience of my soul 4 moment nw...

2 days jz passed without any signs of significance 4 me as al i was doin is jz lingering with my piles of books n notes...this is reali driving me crazy~~argh...


messy~~




piles of books n knowledges...



btw,i did bad in my audition las fri...
las tues was d day announcing d results, so my buddies n i braced ourselves 2 go n whether v r n d list or nt..too bad..i failed...as i was walking bac 2 my classroom,all d scenes of d practices that i had gone through n my hard work were al in line lk videos displaying in my mind...i questioned myself bout y dis happens bt no answer came bac..y d others can n i cant??it reali took me a long time 2 recover fr this...

anyway, failure does make ppl 2 b stronger, more resilient n dauntless wit challenges bcz they noe 2 b prepared 4 d worst..

bt im exhilirated for d experiences i gained..obviously, my way of actions n thoughts r well upgraded to another level in life fr dis sad disaster i would say...come on, life has still to b go on!!!

'One Step' closer to the world of music....

this is my 1st post after skul has commenced...all the things have gone back into where it shld b...with my exam results that were already out from d oven, homeworks being given n skul activities continuing from where it has hesitated...bt sumthing very different has entered my way whn this semester has started as i had signed up for an idol competition in my skul..hahah..in fact, i myself din expected 2 join dis bt its my courage who play d whole game..
anyway,ytd was my audition for d grp singing.. if i hav nt mistaken, my audition was at 2 sumthing in d noon..b4 dat, my anxiety had reali gone into me badly..i was reali afraid dat i would b forgetting d lyrics n let my other 2 members down..nvm thn, back 2 d audition situation-as i went in 2 d room..3 of d lady judges were nt dat strict as hw i percieved thm b4 dat..without hesitating, v began our singing..after completing d whole thing..d judges started giving comments.basically, d comments r nt dat bad though wit oni certain mistakes dat v made during d singing..anyway, i was glad with d audition session..i cant believe dat i had actually done it 4 myself...its jz great for 3 of us..
d semifinalists will b announced by nex tues thn...if im in..its reali a bonus to me...jz pray hard for i hope 2 b closer to music...haha

Memorable Outing..deserves a remark in HEART...~~

it has been ages dat i did nt meet my high skul buddies..bt ytd was very different cz at las v gt d chance to get together n chat all v can regarding d latest news of each other, stories of our own wit different backgrounds, subjects, etc...along our conversations, i realised dat most of us had grown a lot to the extent dat evy1 has began with love attempts n stuffs lk dat...so, i think dat dis is gud as all of us r growing well u c..hahahah..by handling all these cases, im sure v will b more experienced in life...anyway, it was great ytd..at least v get 2 keep in touch with each other..i guess evy1 of us had enjoyed 2 d fullest too...hope dat v will meet again very soon..miss u GUYs!!!!




Mun YEE, me n May WAn..




May WAn n I





SMILE!!!~~~




This is how close v ARE....




My BUDDy...i love her~~

Holidays...its joy has FADED~~

well,2day is d 6th day of my 1st semester hols i guess..(btw,it is d 6th day..hahah).feelings of being lifeless, boring, too free has gone into me badly definitely. sitting there doin nth except wit my TV and food or SMS-ing with my friends...dats all..
anyway,at least i went 4 an outing at tues with my buddies to Midvalley..reach there around 12sth in the noon if i hav nt mistaken..thx to yuk hoong who cn giv us a ride..our gentleman..once v reached there,my 2 buddies n i started our wild journey by lingering from shop 2 shop for clothes..1st v went 2 The SEED to jz hav a look..thn v went 2 try on a black top..i kind of lk dat top..bt i dare nt 2 buy it cz i nid more opinions on whether its design r fascinating or nt..nvm thn..v continue our shopping till bout 2pm i guess..thn oni d guys came n join us for karaoke at RED BOX, The Gardens..i sacrificed my throat till bout 7.30pm cz i sang all d way till i hav my decision to surrender..later thn, treated myself at chillis restaurant with some buddies..during my dinner, i met another gang of buddies in coincidence..chat with them all d way during my dinner with me crapping..hahah..bout 9sth..d exodus began..i went 2 meet my parents at d ground floor..
btw, something very weird happened during dat moment..my gud fren,ying cheng was in her bad mood in a sudden..i was very worried bout her cz i didnt noe wats wrong wit her..i dun think any1 has hurt her feelings..i hope she is ok nw..
dats my outing so far for this hols..mayb there r stil more 2 come..hope so...bt skul is commencing nex week...too bad...

First TIME of my life~!!!

right nw, i dunno hw to tell out my feelings cz its kind of weird for miao ling to b blogging here...
previously,i used to b telling my frens dat i wouldnt lk blogging as its kinda boring n lifeless to me..
later,i discovered dat it is actually an avenue for me to share my moments n latest news of mine with all my loved ones..it helps me to keep in touch with my buddies n its a gud place for us 2 understand each other to the fullest..
ok thn...
at this moment..hereby i announce that my blog is officially BORN n its life would b full of colours with me in it!!!!!